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good things... Friends that care so much it just barely makes sense. That fact that I'm moving out in a week. Bowling

So this one night I tell some guys to shut the fuck up because they are yelling at my girl and they pull a gun out on us... we flee, in my girl's shitty old red car... we go to Stater Bros. and before I even know it the passenger side window comes flying at my face... Then I get hit with a tire iron a few times in the head and stabbed in the side... So I fall out of the drivers side door and get kicked and hit with the tire iron again...

Yeah so I had 6 staples and a busted arm... I find out whats up with my arm tomorrow, well today now.

I'm alive though... and back up on my feet. Little bastards cant keep me down.

My neighborhood has gone to shit... and I have more to say on that subject, but not now.

Nothing else has really happened... Life as usual is almost back... Great.

I have returned… to Xanga. Yes, everyone… Ian is back on the blogs, after a long absence I have mustered up enough strength to write a fucking entry… so without any more bullshit, here it is… my first entry in like a month.

Ok, first off I want to say that this entry will probably not live up to the intro… In fact this entry will probably be a disgrace to all blogs… everywhere.

To tell you the truth I am a little drunk… After a long day of work (eight and a half hours, to be exact) I am very tired and wanted to relax a little with some MJ and some cans of Bud Light. So I am feeling pretty damn good right now.

Ok… sorry. I need to get used to this Xanga entry crap and stop writing down every thought that pops into my infected mind.

So what have I been doing? I will tell you… I have been working… all the fucking time. Next week I am even scheduled for more that forty hours… who does that? Yeah, just working… And every day off and every chance I get I am either with my girlfriend or talking to her on the phone. I am so fucking happy that we got another chance… and I am so fucking in love with this girl its amazing I can even see anything else in this world.

Yes, everyone, I am in LOVE with this girl and nothing is really going to change that. I love being in love… its amazing. Everything is better just because I know that I am in love with her and she is in love with me. Every stupid thing that goes on in everyday life doesn’t matter because when I come home she is there… waiting for me. Its amazing how neither one of us is happy unless the other is there.

This girl is amazing… and I just want everyone to see how fucking great she is.

I love you baby doll…

Now as this entry goes on a lot of time has passed… and it is getting harder to type… because the beers don’t stop coming to me.

Nothing really that interesting has happened. I am currently in what we (Me, Ben, Eric…) call “the grind”. This occurs when everyday seems the same… wake up, go to work, get home, sleep, repeat… See how it can be an inconvenience?

OH! I had a Mohawk but that I shaved it because it was all uneven and fucked up so I am starting anew and I think I am going to try and get my Mohawk back, but this time it will be perfect. So right now I have almost no hair… it sucks balls, I miss my hair.

Sorry, everyone, I am trippin’ balls right now.

I should just stop writing… I don’t really have much to say now… OH! My fucking girlfriend finally gets to come home this Friday, and I get paid! Fuck yeah… I cant wait.

That’s all for now… I need to go watch TV or something… this typing thing is too much for me. Goodnight.